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11:17 pm: And thus...the end.
Oy that was fucking hard to do.
Basically I was telling that girl tonight that I needed some time away from her because I was going to be going back to school. I was just fooling myself into thinking that I didnt want something more from her when I was hanging out. I needed to get over her so that I could go back to school not feeling like utter shit. Of course she put on the puppy dog eyes and what not but ya know...I stood my ground. Personally...I've gotten tired of all this ex drama she's been throwing at me. I dont want to hear how he gave her hickies or how they're fuck buddies and what they did that night. I dont wanna hear that shit ya know? It pisses me off cuzz I sat by her and consoled her through when her ex pissed her off and made her upset. I put up with all this crap she threw at me cuzz I was understanding of her situation...and the one time I ask her to UNDERSTAND me...she gets all mad and tries to make ME feel bad about doing this. SELFISH. IMMATURE. GIRL.
But I didnt budge like I said. I talked to her...told her what was up...then we parted ways. HOWEVER...the hardest part that really did get to me was when I did tell her that I wanted to get over her so that we could hang out again before i went back to school. When I told her that again and went to tell her good bye she hugged me and I could feel her doing those little hick-ups people do when they're trying to not cry. Tugged at my heart strings a bit. But still...I stood my ground.
I'm just tired of her playing this game of tug and pull. One minute she's telling me how much she likes me and what not...and the next she's saying how she doesnt wanna date cuzz she still wants to go out with chris.
FUCK THAT SHIT. For those of you who have read my previous posts...and know how long this has been going on...I can only put up with that crap for so long. I just cant take it anymore. Fuck it ya know? Breaking this wierd shit off here and now is good.
I BE BACK BITCHES.

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From:[info]kzerina
Date:November 29th, 2007 05:30 am (UTC)
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*nod* I'm glad you're getting things taken care of, and glad you're going back to school :3
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From:[info]elmatto
Date:November 29th, 2007 05:39 am (UTC)
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yeah. this girl was....quite an experience for me. Despite how much it threw me for a loop....I think overall it was a good experience for me. But yeah. I'm looking forward to see you guys again.
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From:[info]kzerina
Date:November 29th, 2007 03:38 pm (UTC)
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yayz~ It'll be good to have you back

decided what you're studying?
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From:[info]elmatto
Date:November 29th, 2007 06:50 pm (UTC)
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im still in the animation department. lol.
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From:[info]kzerina
Date:November 29th, 2007 07:17 pm (UTC)
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That's cool. I just remembered the frustration you'd had with it (not that I blame you), and wasn't sure. Good luck!
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From:[info]elmatto
Date:November 30th, 2007 04:06 am (UTC)
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Anything good takes a little bit of effort.
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From:[info]sprang
Date:November 29th, 2007 05:53 am (UTC)
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She needs to learn that she can't toy with people like that.
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From:[info]elmatto
Date:November 29th, 2007 05:54 am (UTC)
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yeah i know. She's pretty immature. I'm actually glad that i'm going back to school. Lol.
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From:[info]vichickmary
Date:November 29th, 2007 03:31 pm (UTC)
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That's the world we live in nowadays. People are shallow and expect everything to come to them when they want it to, and when it doesn't happen, they try putting the blame on everyone else other than themselves. She probably slept with this Chris and has that intimate moment to hold onto, so even though she wants to move on, she can't, because of the memories, blah blah blah. I can't stand people who want to date multiple people and make it look like they're the victim. Psh, whatever. Learn how to have a relationship before you try to knock up everyone you physically find attractive. I'm glad you're over her Matt.
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From:[info]elmatto
Date:November 30th, 2007 06:13 am (UTC)
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I dont even care about the sex. I mean yeah....I'm a horndog...but even then...the romance is more important to me than that.
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