elmatto

08:22 pm: My letter to the bitch that I dated for 3 days back home.
I was going to say this to you over the phone....but since we're switching services and I've sent my phone off....I'll have to do it here. You'd probably hang up on me anyways. I've had time to reflect on everything that has happened over the past 2 months...and I'm just gonna be honest and blunt. I don't feel for you like i used to. There's nothing there anymore. You're not the kind of person I like to hang out with. Every time you call me, I look at the phone and remember all the shit I've been through with you. All the bad crap that has happened. I get an awful taste in my mouth and I just don't want that anymore. There was the entire situation with your ex and all the drama I didn't want any part of. How you swooned me into selling my shit and then you taking the money. How you borrowed two of my movies and lost them both, returning one. How I spent copious amounts of money on you and all I got in return was being tossed around like a rag doll of unimportance. How you took 20 dollars of my Christmas money and spent it giving me back 5 dollars the following day. You said you'd pay me back. But you never did. You toy'd with my head on so many levels constantly. And it hurt a lot. You would say "I think I'm going to go back out with you again"...and then the following day "No I'm not going to go out with you". You played with my mind so often and said so many things that I just didn't believe anything that came out of your mouth anymore. Yeah. All of this stuff is material possessions...but once they keep happening over and over again...that shit adds up.And yeah. Part of it was my fault for being too nice and not speaking up. But even so, You should of known from the get go, that the things you did are things friends don't do to each other. Friends trust each other. And after the first month with you, I didn't trust you one bit. I would hide my cash, and my belongings from you. You can be mad at me all you want for this...but I'm not at fault here. All I ever did was try to be nice to you...and I got shafted in return. I should of followed through when I tried to break it off before...but I didn't. You know why I decided to leave right? Cuzz I didn't want to be a part of all the date drama anymore. It's all you ever talked about. And it got old. I should of broke off all contacts on my birthday when we stopped dating. So you can stop calling me. We're done. We're through. Nothing will ever be between us, friendship or otherwise. Respond if you want to this, I don't care...because I wont be looking at it.